Thursday, September 14, 2006


no one noes how much hurts esther has given me.i dunn wanna tink of her.i am hurt.im scare.im afraid.she make my life so miserable.i sae tt i tink of her i will feel sad.why cannot sae tt mehhx?i scare im not yet over esther or wad.haiis i realli veri veri scare.renee ask me todae if esther did like me before.i dunno how to reply.i watch mvp.den i jux feel so sad.cuz last time i tok to esther owax watch tt.im realli afraid.everythin seems so sudden.i realli wanna cry out veri soon.if onli esther hasnt cum into my life.having to tink of all this,im goin mad soon.i dun wanna tink anymore.maybe all this shouldnt have happen.im actualli happi with goin on with my life.or am i jux kidding myself?wad am i doing?i hope i will be okay.can anyone guide me?




esther realli hurt me badly!i wanna break down soon!

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